Sometimes I think that if something like Cthulhu really existed, it would probably look down at us the way one looks at a clown: this species that is so sure of itself, so drenched in anthropocentrism, so convinced it is the "advanced" form of life destined for greatness. Human beings love to imagine themselves as future masters of the cosmos, and then in the next breath sigh over the immeasurable vastness of the universe.

For a long time, I never fully shared the classic reaction people describe when talking about Lovecraftian fiction—the terror, the feeling of sanity draining away, the sense that one’s mind is breaking under the weight of something too immense to bear. What I usually felt instead was fascination. The settings struck me as strange and compelling, even oddly self-evident. Rather than being overwhelmed by fear, I found myself trying to reason out why these stories produce fear in the first place.

At some point during a late-night conversation on the sofa at home, this topic came up again, and so did the idea of anthropocentrism. That, I think, is the real pressure point. Lovecraftian horror works by shattering the illusion that humanity occupies the center of existence. If I personally struggle to feel that full jolt of psychic collapse, that may also have something to do with my own mental history. Someone who has already gone through severe psychological disorder and endured prolonged mental suffering can become blunted, habituated, pushed to a different threshold. Some forms of existential discomfort no longer strike with the same force.

Anthropocentrism: self-worship dressed as religion, then science

To understand this kind of horror, it helps to begin with anthropocentrism itself. This is not just a casual bias. It is one of the deepest assumptions in human culture, embedded across thousands of years of history.

In earlier eras, human worldviews were structured by nature worship, myth, and religion. In China, the authority of the emperor was legitimized through the Mandate of Heaven. In the Christian tradition of the West, humanity was assigned a specially chosen status. Scripture presents humans as created by God and granted dominion over the earth. In both cases, the underlying logic is similar: humanity stands above the rest of nature, and the world exists, in some sense, for human use, meaning, or fulfillment.

That is the foundation of anthropocentrism. Humans are imagined as the masters of nature; other life forms, natural processes, even the structure of the world itself are treated as secondary, instrumental, or subordinate.

What is striking is that this narcissistic worldview did not disappear with the rise of modern science. It survived, and in some ways became more deeply rooted.

Descartes’ famous formulation—"I think, therefore I am"—can be read as a declaration of rational privilege. By centering self-awareness, he gave human reason a privileged place from which knowledge could be built. Kant, in Critique of Pure Reason, argued that human cognition limits what we can know of the universe, yet those very limits also define the categories through which we make the world intelligible. In that sense, the Enlightenment did not fully dismantle human self-worship. It rationalized it.

Science often presents itself as the great decentering force, and in some ways it is. But it has also inherited the old fantasy in a modern form: that humanity, through intellect and technology, will eventually master everything. Interstellar travel, breakthroughs in physics, endless promises of future control—these are not free of anthropocentrism. They are its updated language.

And yet this overinvestment in ourselves is bound to meet an intruder sooner or later. That intruder is Lovecraftian horror.

Cthulhu Mythos: the collapse of the human center

What Lovecraft created is not terrifying in the ordinary sense of monsters, violence, or grotesque events. The real force of the Cthulhu Mythos lies elsewhere. It strips away the assumption that human beings matter in any central way at all.

The "gods" or ancient entities in these stories are not simply stronger beings. They exist beyond the limits of human comprehension. They cannot be adequately framed by human language, reason, or categories of thought. Their existence makes our confidence in ourselves look foolish.

That is why so much Lovecraftian fiction revolves around the "indescribable." These unknown beings cannot be defined with precision because they exceed not only human power, but human conceptual reach itself. Our minds cannot contain them; our senses cannot properly register them. They do not exist for us, do not relate to us, and do not care about our history, our civilization, our values, or our survival.

The protagonist’s terror in this kind of story is therefore not primarily fear of appearance. It is the terror of realization. The character comes to understand that humanity is not the center of the universe. Human existence is only a speck suspended in a reality so vast and indifferent that our cherished ideas—reason, civilization, technology, religion—amount to almost nothing.

That is the wound people cannot easily tolerate. What collapses is not just safety, but the belief in human uniqueness. The most unbearable feeling is not being attacked by some external force, but being utterly ignored by it. In Lovecraftian horror, cosmic indifference is more devastating than cosmic hostility. Once a human being tries to understand or make contact with such existence, madness follows—not because madness is theatrical, but because a creature as small as we are cannot withstand what that knowledge implies.

This is why readers often describe the experience in terms of their "SAN" plummeting. The effect is not limited to the classic Western canon, either. Recent Chinese works such as Please Do Not Observe and Dao of the Bizarre Immortal can trigger a similar feeling. They are worth reading for anyone interested in how this mode of horror operates.

At its strongest, Lovecraftian fiction punctures human self-superiority with ruthless precision. Religion has often suggested that humanity carries a divine purpose. Traditions of cultivation in Daoism or Buddhism may imply that a person can, through practice, reach a state beyond the ordinary. Scientistic grand narratives, too, often frame each new discovery as proof that humanity is destined to surpass every limit—whether in evolution, cosmology, or future interstellar expansion.

We are astonishingly confident in ourselves. Some even imagine that because humanity can build nuclear weapons, it possesses the power to destroy "many Earths," as if that phrase made any sense. In reality, the earth can destroy us; we cannot destroy the earth in the same total sense. This arrogance is just another form of blindness toward human limitation, a continuation of the old conviction that man can conquer heaven.

Why this fear is so hard to bear

When reading Lovecraftian fiction, the unease does not come only from confronting a monster. It comes from realizing how fragile our understanding of the world really is. The deepest discomfort lies in watching one’s framework of knowledge disintegrate.

Human beings may praise themselves as much as they like, but measured against the scale of the universe—or even against the scale of existence itself—we are passing phenomena, accidental forms of life. The horror here does not originate in the creature. It emerges from a shift in perspective: you have never controlled very much at all, and you do not even truly know how you came to be floating in this void.

Michel Foucault once argued that the human "self" is a product of historical and cultural formation rather than a permanent essence. Our knowledge, values, and understanding of the universe are limited and constructed within particular contexts. In that sense, the making of the self is also the making of anthropocentrism. We keep rebuilding a world in which human categories appear central, necessary, and authoritative.

But those constructions are fragile. Once disrupted by something radically outside them, collapse becomes possible.

In Madness and Civilization, Foucault examined how reason establishes borders between the normal and the abnormal, and how the self is built through those distinctions. If those borders are shattered, what reason excludes as irrational floods back in and destabilizes the whole framework. The entities in Lovecraftian fiction, which reason cannot domesticate or contain, function as an extreme embodiment of precisely this kind of irrational intrusion.

Freudian psychoanalysis offers another way to describe the same structure. The ego serves as a defensive mechanism that preserves the individual’s sense of coherence and control in the world. When that sense of control is threatened, severe anxiety and psychic breakdown follow. For characters in Lovecraftian fiction, terror arises from the total collapse of mastery. They face something they cannot understand, cannot resist, and cannot absorb into any meaningful order. That presence is at once unavoidable horror and a merciless mockery of human-centered superiority.

So the true terror of these works does not lie in a creature’s shape, in strange laws of another dimension, or even in scenes of mental collapse taken by themselves. It lies in exposing the absurdity of anthropocentrism. Everything human beings treasure is reduced to triviality. Humanity is no longer at the center of the world; we can hardly even tell where we are within it. That profound helplessness is what makes this horror so difficult to endure.

The modern world’s self-deception

This anti-anthropocentric fear is not merely a literary effect. It speaks to a broader spiritual problem in modern society.

Modern life constantly reinforces anthropocentrism even when it pretends to criticize it. Environmental rhetoric and technological triumphalism alike often conceal a deep narcissism. Do we want to "save Mother Earth"? Not really. What we want, first of all, is to preserve conditions under which we ourselves can continue living. Do we praise the limitless potential of science and technology? That promise only means something on the assumption that we survive long enough to enjoy it.

Much of what gets presented as human greatness is really just a refined way of refusing our own limits.

Our attachment to the idea of a center is reinforced by cultural symbols everywhere. The scientific creed that humanity can conquer nature, and even some strands of environmentalism that speak of protecting the planet, may sound like respect for the world. But they often remain forms of dependence on human self-importance. "Protect the Earth" is, in practice, usually shorthand for protecting ourselves. The fear people experience is not simply fear of cosmic vastness. It is fear of their own powerlessness before it.

Can people really face how small humanity is? Can they let go of the fantasy of occupying the center and accept that we are only dust adrift in a universe that does not acknowledge us?

Those most capable of sensing this fear are probably not the people who believe science can answer everything, or that invoking quantum mechanics is enough to explain away every mystery. It is more likely to be felt by isolated thinkers—people who begin to question themselves, and who start to suspect that the world’s endless sense of centrality is fraudulent.

As for me, I have long been used to wandering through my own mental terrain, used to meeting the world with a sense of the unknowable, the absurd, the meaningless. Perhaps that movement—from an imagined absolute center to the possibility of complete meaninglessness—is exactly why Lovecraftian horror loses some of its power to shock me. Something in it has already been dismantled.

And this raises a final question: is the "indescribable thing" terrifying, or is it darkly comic?

To me, what pushes people toward terror is the inescapable recognition of their own ignorance and smallness. Fear becomes a form of resistance. It may look like self-redemption from the outside, but in many cases it is only powerless struggling. Beneath every such fear lies the same fact: we are no more than an insignificant bubble in the cosmos, liable to vanish at any moment before something larger and less knowable than ourselves.

A necessary clarification: the horror is not just "powerful aliens"

After many people reflected on this line of thought, one thing became obvious: the true horror of Lovecraftian fiction is easy to misunderstand. Readers often reduce it to the idea that there might be extremely powerful extraterrestrial life beyond Earth. But that interpretation still remains trapped within familiar human cognition and a three-dimensional imagination.

The horror is not fundamentally about an outside threat or a visible monster. It comes from a form of existence that cannot be spoken properly and cannot be grasped by human cognition at all. Its essence lies in the fact that normal perception and ordinary thought are incapable of containing it.

It is not something that can simply be seen. In these stories, seeing may bring blindness, cognitive distortion, or other severe consequences. Nor is it something that can be reasoned through from a safe distance. To think it too directly is to risk madness. Such existence exceeds the limits of human perception and directly challenges, even destroys, the structure of the mind and personality.

In this sense, everything in the world of Lovecraftian fiction is already distorted by the narrowness of human understanding. What humans see is only an appearance. Our cognition is low-dimensional; whatever we reach through eyes, ears, or any other sense remains filtered by our limitations. We never touch the real world as it is. What we call reality may only be a warped projection of a higher-dimensional order.

This resembles the cognitive dislocation found in the horror game Saya no Uta, where the perceived world and the real world are fundamentally out of joint.

Human beings remain "safe" largely because their low-level cognition cannot perceive those higher-dimensional forms of life. Such entities may be near us at all times, yet we fail to register them because our level of awareness is too primitive. The laws of the universe as we understand them may themselves be distorted appearances. The real world could be colder and more brutal than anything human beings have yet managed to conceptualize.

And that, finally, is why the fear at the heart of Lovecraftian fiction cannot be fully conveyed by explanation alone. Words can point toward it, but not deliver it intact. To feel that soul-deep terror, one has to move through different kinds of works in the tradition and slowly approach the edge where human understanding begins to fail.